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Love Sweet Love...
11.25.04 (10:56 pm)   [edit]

WOW!


 I never knew how wonderful and real love could be. My boyfriend is so sweet to me it's unbelievable! he kisses me and hugs me and tells me he loves me all the time, he tells me I'm beautiful, and I love the fact that he does that, it makes me feel so special and so loved. He is everything I ever wanted and I mean that with all my heart. Some people say that we are to young to know what love is, but thats not true at all. They say it's just "puppy love"! Puppy love my ass, what we have is completely real and beautiful. I look at love like a peice of art, It's beautiful, Mysteriouse, fasinating, interesting, and It lets you explore new options. He said to me just today "I love you so much, I would never do anything to hurt you, and nobody expecialy Christan will ever tear us apart, and I mean that. If you ever moved out of state I would cry my heart out." When he said those words I felt this amazing feeling rush through my whole entire body and It gave me goose bumps, thats how awsome the feeling was. I dont think that I look at love in the same way that others do. Most people arent able to describe the effects of love, they don't really and truly know what it is. And I think people learn when ever that one person that they feel they wanna be with for the rest of there lives comes along. And they realize how special love truly is. All my life I was teased, made fun of, all the things that could possible hurt a child in every single way was done to me, I dont mean physicaly, but mentally I was hurt and depressed. I never though anyone truly loved me other than my mother and a few of my family membors. And now that I have the man of my dreams I am truly happy, and i have learned not to even care what other people think. Becuase, if they know that you are hurt by the things they say, that just makes them happier, and it makes them stronger, and it makes them think that they are better then you. And the truth is that they are not! They never have been and they never will be, EVER!!! I know now that I am truly loved and I know in my heart that I wanna be with this person that I'm with now, for the rest of my life. I am happy with ust him and only him. and thats all I have got to say for now. If you would please leave some comments I would be very greatful.


   Thnx for taking the time to read this.


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WOW! 8)
11.22.04 (5:32 pm)   [edit]
WOW! The concert was totaly and completely AWSOME!!!!  I still ca'nt believe it! I can't believe that I seen Sum 41 and Good Charlotte in the flesh and blood! And my friend Yula finaly got to see "The object of her obsession!" Billy, from Good Charlotte. And I got to see Joel (from Good Charlotte) and I like him a whole lot! I'm getting my pictures developed from the concert right now! I have to wait two who9le day's till I get the pictures, which realy sucks, but I'm lucky I'm getting the pictures at all! I still can't wait till I get them! I hope they came out good! I hope its not all of peoples heads and hands and stuff, cuz if it is I will be really ,mad, and it would also really suck!!! well thats all I gotta say for now, so leave some love please! I love you all! ;D
 
OMG!
11.18.04 (2:04 am)   [edit]

OMG!!! guess what!?! Today is the day I have been waiting for..for like a month now! Today is the GC concert!!! and all I have to say is.....OMG! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG..(this can go on forever) OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OM OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOMG OMG OMG (but I'm gonna stop now!) I could have a record for the most "OMG" written on a Blog! ha,ha (I know I know...that was really randome...and weird..but of course thats what I am WEIRD!"


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Oh No!
11.14.04 (7:57 pm)   [edit]

Oh no! guess what!?!


I just founf out that my dad has cancer all throughtout his body! It doesnt come much of a shock to me though cuz I never really knew him, he was never there for me or my mother. I also found out that the cancer runs through my dads side of the family, and my brother Jr. said that he has been having the same semptoms as my dad was having! Im sceared fo rhim becuase I defenatly dont want anything happening to him at all! and I'm also scared for myself becuase I have a chance of getting cancer at some point in my life time! just the thought of me getting cancer scears me to death! well I just thought I would let yall know!

 
Cuddle Day!
11.12.04 (9:13 pm)   [edit]

Today is cuddle day! you should all cuddle with the ones you love!!!


 


CUDDLE DAY!

 
Yo!
11.10.04 (5:06 pm)   [edit]

Hey everybody!


whatsup? well  have been doing really GREAT lately. I have my friend YULA and boyfriend KENNETH  (who by the way I love very very much!) I have all of my friends and life is good really good, as a matter of fact life is great at this point in time! :D There is 8 DAYS till concert 8 DAYS!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooo.................. EXCITED! I so cant wait!!!! right now I am having some small guy problems! see my boyfriend tells me he loves me, and I believe that he really does, and everything is going great, but see the problem is that if he sees a girl that he thinks is HOT! he tells me, and I seriously dont like that AT ALL! I mean would you other girls out there like yalls men to say another girl is hot right in front of your faces!?! I hope NOT! I mean it annoys me when he does that becuase it kinda makes me jealous that hes looking at another girl and Im right next to him available to be looked at! :? I just dont think that he realizes that he shouldnt do that infront of me, like if he thiinks a girl is hot he should keep it to himself or wait to say when he is not around me, but I mean Id rather him not say it at all but I dont that will happen! I need some seriouse advice, can anyone help me with my boyfriend problem plllleeeeaaasssee! I need bery badly! I need to know how to deal with this situation! please HEEEEEELP!!!!!


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