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broken
09.30.04 (12:05 am)   [edit]
For the past three days my computer has been broken! my mom just finished geting it fixed tonight! Im glad it was able to be fixed though cuz I cant live without my wonderful internet! :D I am like so sore!!! I finaly did my exercises yesterday so I can start back on my diet! Im not fat or anything I just need to get rid of mabey like 4 or 5 pounds! I am so sore from doing those exercises though! ouuuch! :cry: Anywayzzz! I gained like mabey 5 pounds in the last week cuase I have been really down and deppressed lately! I just got over being deppressed like today! I have to go to bed soon, which really sucks cuase I have school tomorrow. Usualy we get out of school at 2:15pm but on Friday we get out at 1:15pm, becuase we have parent/teacher confrenc day. Becuase of hurricane Ivan we mist four days of school, which really sucks, becuase that means we get two days takin out of our Thanksgiving holiday aand two days out of our Christmas Holiday and that realy realy realy sucks!!!!! well gotta head off to bed now byyyeee everyone! Love Yall! :wink: :wink: ;)
 
much better!
09.27.04 (12:32 pm)   [edit]

Hey everyone! :)


I have had an awsome day today! I feel so much better, and Im not sick anymore! THANK GOD! :D I dont know what was wrong with me yesterday!! but I was in a really bad mood and I wasnt in a good mood at all! BUt I feel so much better today and im in a much better mood and im not deppresed at all anymore! Im so very happy! Im thinkin about askin this one guy out at my school! well I have to get going please leave comments thnx! love yall guys! byebye for now! :P :wink:
 
Dont feel good
09.26.04 (1:30 pm)   [edit]
Last night I wasnt feeling very well, and today I feel even worse! I have a horrible headach and my stomach still hert very bad!!!! I dont know why Im feeling this bad, my nose is all stuffed up and my eyes keep on watering and burning! Last night I started feeling better but now I feel bad again. Im also having sharp pains in my stomach. I want to feel better but I dont know what kind of medicine to take so I can feel better. Ive been sleeping all day and everytime I wake up I feel worse! I ususally never sleep all day so that is weird!!!! My back is killing me to and so is my neck!! Im just practicly herting everywhere! Everytime I move I hert somewhere!!! I think Im sick!! I havent been this sick in a long while! :sad: I feel like I just want to cry thats how bad I feel! :cry: well I think Im going to go back to sleep! byebye for now everyone!
 
movies
09.25.04 (2:10 pm)   [edit]

tonight me and my cousin are going to the movies and I am so glad cuase I havent been to the movies in like a month!!! I really need to start hanging out with more teenagers my age are older becuase lately I have been hanging out with this little 9 year old giirl and she is really startingto get on my nerves!! she agravates me like all the time! she arues with everything I say and she thinks she is right about everything !!! Grrrr.. :evil: I dont know what to do to get her to stop coming to my house all the time! I mean I don want to be mean to her about it or anything! but she really is to young for me to be hanging out with! well Im about to leave to go to the movies! love yall! :D byebye!!
 
What a day!
09.23.04 (11:31 am)   [edit]
well today was another interesting day! Well first of all I forgot to do this one homework assignment that was do today for my social studies class, When my teacher started coming around to check for homework she told everyone that if they did not have there homework that they would get a 0 in the grade book!  well when she got up to me she asked if I had the work and I said no, then she bent down and whispered to me "I'll let it go" then she walked to the next person! I was like "w0o0o0o" that was weird!!! But it was really cool I think I will take avantege of it! hehehe :D lol and I think I made a new friend today! his name is Alvin he is  really cool! I dont like him like him or anything like I just like him as a friend! :) He kinda looks like Usher! he is cute though! :D :D well I gots ta go do my homework now! love yall!!! ;) byebye!! :P
 
Bored!!
09.22.04 (6:59 pm)   [edit]
Well my day today was very wierd becuase I actually had a good day! thats suprising! well when I got to school people  started talking to me who use to not even like me, secound I was talkin more to this boy today he is really nice I think that we could be good friends! :)  Then at the end of the day I was walkin to go home, and this boy was infront of me and they  door shut right before I got to walk out so he walked all the way back and opend the door for me! I was like w0o0o what was that all about!! it was cool most people wouldnt do that for me at my school!! See I kinda have a problem with getting along with people! Becuase I dont think likemost people do! See Im more mature for my age and most teenagers my age are really imature!!! I'm more laid back, Im the type of person who just likes to chill, and not really the wild and crazy type of slutty teen girl!!! I'd rather saty home and watch movies then goin out and hangin all over guys all the time that would get old after a while!!!! well I gots ta go ta bed now before my mom starts yellin at me! lol :P byebye for now! and please leave some comments! love yall! byeee.....:D
 
singing
09.20.04 (4:17 pm)   [edit]

I talked to my mom today about trying to put me into singing lessons, she sayed that she doesnt have enough money right now but by the end of this year she will be geting some extra money. so she said when she gets that extra money she will defenatly put me into singing lessons! my mom said that she is excited that I have my future already planed out and that I am so determaned to do it! so if I do become famose one day I'm gonna laf at everyone who though I couldnt make it! and who ever supported me I will give them all $1000.00 dollars! LOL (yea right, that money is mine) LOL LOL :-P j/k well ttfn: tata for now!!!


 
 
how?
09.18.04 (7:57 pm)   [edit]

ok,


I realy need some advise.


How can I folow my carrer if I never get any incouragement!?! My dream since I was a little girl was always to become a famouse singer! I mean singing is my most wanted pashion!!! ive been wanting to be a singer for so many years and All people say to me is "You will never become afamose singer, just stop kiding yourself!" even my family sometimes tell me that!! and every time they tell me that it makes me lose hope in myself. I sing pretty well all I might need is a couple of years of singing lessons thats about it! but its so hard to make my dream come true becuase so many things are in the way. School is one of the mager things thats in the way! I mean I want to be smart and get a good education, but its kinda hard having to deal with school and singing all at the same time cuase its to many things on my mind at once!!! some singers say that they would rather be able to walk on their street alone without body gards then to be famouse anymore, but its the diffrent with me. I want to be in the spot light, I want to be center of attention, I want to be famouse, I want to have concerts that are sold out, that what I really want. I would do anything to be in that possition! it may sound kind of conceded but its true. I just dont know how I can prove to everyone that I could one day be famouse, I just really need more incouragement from everyone!
 
something to think about
09.18.04 (7:46 pm)   [edit]

ok,


men say that they will never understand woman! well woman dont understand men ether!


I mean what do men really want? do they want love? a one night stand? or just thing that lasts like a week?


I mean Ive tried and tried and tried to understand what men want and need so that way I could have better relationships, but Ive still never figured it out yet!


Ive realised more now that men most men dont really go for your personality or they way your face looks, ITS ALL ABOUT THE BODY!


Ive seen awsomly HOT guys with ugly ugly girls who have nice looking bodies. How could you stand looking at something thats not even pretty?


I mean look at me for example, Im kinda chunky but my face isnt all that bad and neither is my personality!!!


I can be fun and very outgoing as well so why dont I get a lot of men, well its becuase I dont have that PERFECT body that they are looking for!


I really dont undertand men and I think me and any other girl or weman never will!!! Its a proven fact!!!


 


 
 
hmm...crazy
09.01.04 (7:09 pm)   [edit]
im hiiiiggghhhhpeeeeerrrrrrr !!! highper highper highper (is that how you spell it) hmm..... im bored im bored im bored i neeeeeddd soooommmmeee fuunnnnN!!!
 
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